NIGHTMARE ! Lyrics

Back from dead

I've been gone long time

Lazarus I really rose on god

With this rappin shit

I got the flow on lock

Baphomet, I been the goat off top

Started with a dollar and a dream

I invested

Treat my pain like

It could be a lesson

Dealin wit a lot of things

Really could stress me

But on the other hand, I'm good

Ambidextrous

Don't give a fuck and I mean it

I been through hell and back

Brought all my demons

Held them back

Now I release it

Fighting my fears

It's bout time that I beat it

Couldn't find this in a bottle or with drugs

So I searched more

Went from rock bottom to above

Got immersed for the dollars

Now I'm tryna build a buzz

I was dirt poor

How you think I got it out the mud

In my head, I'm at war

It's intense straight up

I been feeling good more

Now I sense danger

Till it ruin the euphoria like zendaya

I'ma always Live in doubt

Being scared

Ain't I

Tribulations and the trials ain't fair

They not

I'ma only get my flowers

When I'm dead

Ain't I

They love to hate now give cred later

What if money and the power and Respect fade out

If the love is gone

Don't matter to me

When they up in arms

I'm outta they reach

I'm staying clear

My biggest fear is to care what ya'll think

I need my peace

Does anybody know what it's like

I am not alone in my mind

I lose control of mine

Don't know where it goes sometimes

Does anybody know what it's like

I am not alone in my mind

How am I posed to fight fear

When I'm living in a nightmare