beFORe yoU... Lyrics

Too many feelings pent up

Many things that I'm sick of

Chasing the fame but I

Stray from the pressure

Of being a viral sensation

That's why it's called an influenza

I'm in need of a check up

Bills messing my check up

I'm tryna ball I'm just

In need of a check up

Iso possessive like apostrophes

When I get more lines

With these s's ain't no stopping me

Cuz that's why all my problems be

It's always been a pocket thing

Always been bout Prospering

Performing rhymes no one knows

Just hoping they'd acknowledge me

All this drive for a goal

I could play in Rocket league

Working jobs that I loathe

I thrive with autonomy

9-5 got it out for me

For real though

Cuz living check to check

Means you still broke

And I can't be cozy when

I'm this close to homelessness

So, ya know

I'ma do what thou wilt

Cuz I'm at that age

Where doing music loses appeal

And people that have ability

Just been losing the will

Ain't in pursuit of it still

Dreams get ruined and killed

Some inner wounds never heal

For real

Props go to Dizzy

For including me

Truthfully

Cuz between you and me

I was losing confidence musically

Mix and Stephen I had bonded with

Things blossomed so beautifully

Have some guys that'll root for me

Give them flowers and fruitfully cuz

Before I was a star

They would shoot for me

Before I had a car

They had crews with me

Before I had the bars

This was new to me

All my niggas just been

Linking for business

But before I made my mark

Ya'll had cuban me man

Before I gotten far

Ya'll had moved with me

Before I had a spark

Lit the fuse with me

Before I pulled a card

Follow suit with me

One more

Before I played my part

It was movie scenes

Keep going

Before I gotten sharp

Ya'll ain't cut loose from me

When usually

They throw the deuce to me

That's what I call a friend

Both going hard to win

They can't tell us apart

And then it's like two of me

Never alone

No matter how bad it gets

No matter how good it goes

Making the message known

It's set in stone

I'm getting shows

How I rock stages

That's a set in stone

I'm getting flown

To different places

And many more haters

Losing touch tryna reach out

Ya'll gon see the vision

I peep now

I had it sowed up

Watch what I reap now

I'm on a different high

I'm talking ni hao

Least you can do is be proud

For a kid living dreams out

Even if I'm not where I wanna be

I'm on the route

Talk is cheap

And ya'll honestly

Can't support what you speak bout

But I got teams of people

That will reach out

From west to the east I

Gotta clique on both sides

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