Stand Still Lyrics

Why oh why am I like this

Always unclear and indecisive

Can't make up my mind with all of these rhymes

I don't know if I can fight this

Sometimes I feel

Like this life ain't real

Like I'm at a crossroad

Cold alone and at a stand still

I'm waiting for a sign

To show me where I reside

Treat it like a mountain, can't go around it

It's gonna be a steep climb

The more time I waste

Standing in the same place

The more I get lost in my thoughts man

Is this my fate?

I'm tired of saying I'm tired

Tired of livin a lie

Tired of feelin deprived

Tired of being alive

Tired of sayin I'll try

To make a change but I

No I won't cause I

No myself deep down

No matter what I try

Never will I know why

I know I ask a lot of questions

Often times I find myself on the defensive

Say I don't care, life ain't fair, and continue on with clouds of stressing

Smile on my face

Often times fake

You come say hey

I say life's great

Then walk a way

Knowin damn straight

Lying all day

I am ungrate

Full of hate

I am to blame

I am impa

Tient, there's no way

I can change

Not at this pace

But I have faith

Life with play

In my Fav

Or and be great

Just have to wait

Carry this weight

On my two blades

For now, all I can say is

Why oh why am I like this

Always unclear and indecisive

Can't make up my mind with all of these rhymes

I don't know if I can fight this

Sometimes I feel

Like this life ain't real

Like I'm at a crossroad

Cold alone and at a stand still

I'm waiting for a sign

To show me where I reside

Treat it like a mountain, can't go around it

It's gonna be a steep climb

The more time I waste

Standing in the same place

The more I get lost in my thoughts man

Is this my fate?

Complain, Complain, Complain, Complain

I, don't know why, I act this way

This, wasn't the way, that I was raised

Apparently, it was just let me

Explain, Explain, Explain, Explain

Feels like I'm about to go insane,

Although, I struggle I look unfazed

Slowly finding my way out

There's really no excuse

I can use

Must get loose

Cut this noose

Will get through

Change my views

Must call truce

With myself

Walk bear-foot

Used to years

Of abuse

Grateful for

The things I

Can still do

I guess I'm always going to question

Why oh why am I like this

Always unclear and indecisive

Can't make up my mind with all of these rhymes

I don't know if I can fight this

Sometimes I feel

Like this life ain't real

Like I'm at a crossroad

Cold alone and at a stand still

I'm waiting for a sign

To show me where I reside

Treat it like a mountain, can't go around it

It's gonna be a steep climb

The more time I waste

Standing in the same place

The more I get lost in my thoughts man

Is this my fate?

(My fate)

(My fate)

(My fate)

(My fate)

(My fate)