Few Ways ft. Rivilin Lyrics

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days

Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways

Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me

You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay

I heard you laugh down the side of the hallway

This time ill cut my losses when you flake

I heard you change your mind when you were at my doorway

Walking off with him making me feel loveless

Made friends with a dude up in Canada

He's always got my back when im calling

Write a few beats and we end up here

Don't really know how this ever started

So you hit me up when you feel like you want me

Freaking fucking out cus I don't want this on me

Running so much that I disappeared

I don't really know where the days went, what is going on

So you're standing out on my driveway banging on the door

I don't want to answer, see you anymore

Locking myself inside my room

I guess this is where I WIll make my home

Cus im lost in the wake of yesterday's bad fucking luck

Yeah trapped in the attic overcrowded now im stuck

I took a few pills, medicated now I feel numb

Trace my steps back to where I started

Theirs a fog around my walls that still covers all my skin

I understand but I wanna give in

Im sick of putting fake faces

Just to feel like I fit in

Yeah so did you even know that I just cared a lot

Dragged my body around just to not give up

But you didn't care no you didn't see

I knew what you wanted but that I couldn't be

Nothing more than an empty husk now

I think of you when I lose my trust now

I think you thought I was just empty

So you just tagged along

You ain't love

Me you just want my life

So you climb up the corpses you smite

My heart on the ground while you pouring white

Did you ever love me

Or was it all a lie

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days

Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways

Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me

You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay

I ain't sign up for this pain, baby full of hate

You can leave, but you stabbing me while on your way

Bleeding out up through the cracks, that you fucking made

Why you fucking love it when I fucking cry like you love my pain

Psychopathic fucking bitch

Know you wish I'm in a ditch

Toxic fucking lovers got me single for a couple years

Pathelogic liars got me trusting michael myers

Bitch my brain on fucking fire from the words of fucking liars

Bitch you just gotta go

Why you still up in my phone

Just leave me the fuck alone

And move on from the best you know

I don't really trust no more

Mind be open, doors are closed

Just leave me the fuck alone

And move on from the best you know

You ain't love

Me you just want my life

So you climb up the corpses you smite

My heart on the ground while you pouring white

Did you ever love me

Or was it all a lie

It's kinda fucked you found another in a few days

Sick to my stomach, thought I mattered in a few ways

Yeah talk bout him and say how he's much better for me

You're never here so why do you care yeah if I stay