Useless Lyrics

It be the people closest to you let down the hardest

And when you at the top is when you stand to fall the farthest

They reapin what you sew and then they leave you after harvest

And you stabbed me in the back but i still fight for you regardless

I really gotta learn to put myself first more often

But when they see you doin that they say that you the toxin

I tell em that a little time for me is what I need and then they leave

And say i left them with no option

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Yeah i been feelin useless

Makin up excuses

Anything and everything to help me gettin through this

I even found myself sayin sorry to would be Judus

Took the knife right out my back and then handed it back Brutus

i been useless

Nothin that i do is

Good enough for people around me that i been choosin

And maybe im to blame for the choices that i made

But if i had to choose again all i wish is for you to stay

Constantly i'm blamin myself for others actions

Take all of your problems and turn em into my own

And when i try to solve em i always do it wit passion

Then you end up gettin fixed and leavin me all alone

You call that useless? Honestly the truth is

You've taken me for granted and branded me as the nuisance

The vantage where i'm standin is starin right at the nooses

And you grabbed me by the hand and then led me to execution I been

Yeah i been feelin useless

Makin up excuses

Anything and everything to help me gettin through this

I even found myself sayin sorry to would be Judus

Took the knife right out my back and then handed it back Brutus

i been useless

Nothin that i do is

Good enough for people around me that i been choosin

And maybe im to blame for the choices that i made

But if i had to choose again all i wish is for you to stay

If i did it again all i need is for you to stay

Call me on the phone baby ill take all the blame

Anything and everything to hear you say my name

And really that's the problem

Cause since i been without you just look what i became i been

Since i been without you just look at what I became I been ruthless