If I Lose (Anxiety) ft. Nick Costa Lyrics

I wanna make a hit for the fans

But I wonder if the people really care

I'm hopping on the stage and i grab the mic stand

But I don't even see nobody there

I'm going to casinos with some money in my hand

But i don't play no games cause im scared

I'm scared of whatll happen if i lose

If somebody came collectin all they dues

See I dont really know what I would do

Probablyy throw the money down and id ask em howre you

Hows your day goin

Tryna wear a mask but ill tell him that his face showin

Trying to be helpful

I dont want his hate growin

Tryna make friends i got enemies for days so

I dont need another one that shit distasteful

Do you need a snack maybe coffee i got bagels

Tryna take a trip i just bought a Winnebago

You just gotta say so

I wanna make a hit for the fans

But i wonder if the people really care

I'm hoppin on the stage and i grab the mic stand

But i dont even see nobody there

Im running to the edge got the rail in my hand

But i aint lookin down cause im scared

I'm scared of whatll happen if the rail break

Long way down and you know i saw End Game

Dying on sight (site) i dont wanna be a rare case

I'm not tryna end up like Natasha not a fair shake

Wait that reminds me im scared of Black Widows

Spiders and they webs have terrified me since im little

Got way too many legs and their eyes are like triple

That shit fucked up scared of sitting in the middle

Cause what if we crash how im gonna even get out

What if i forgot to lock the door 'fore i went out

Or tried to pay a bill and i sent the wrong amount

I wanna make a hit for the fans (what happens then)

But i wonder if the people really care

Im hoppin on the stage and i grab the mic stand

But i dont even see nobody there

I know that she the one so I grab her by the hand

But i dont say a word because im scared

Im scared of whatll happen she wont feel the same way

i dont wanna hear excuses that i know she gonna make

Like nows a bad time cause im movin far away

I dont wanna lose a lover and a friend the same day

But i gotta take a chance right

Looking for a fair fight

But this is what its like livin life with anxiety

Anything that could happen really aint surprising me

Cause i done spent days overanalyzing it

Said i done spent days overanalyzing it

But this is what its like livin life with anxiety

Anything that could happen really aint surprising me

Cause i done spent days overanalyzing it

Yeah overanalyzing it