FULLY LOADED Lyrics

My defects they make me the baddest, ugh

I'm angry and sad and don't manage, ugh

They tell me I'm hurting inside, woo

Hectic as hell from the madness, yah

Passively hurling these daggers, ugh

Can I not sit in the sadness? nah

Maybe my childhood's tragic, ugh

Who would I be if I'm placid? ugh

Love it whenever I'm crashing ugh

Am I the driver or passenger?

Live my whole life as an avatar

No one can match me, my caliber

Maybe I'm Sir David Attenborough

Smelling the roses and lavender

Is it so bad to be rational?

All my defenses I'm latched onto

Humor from me is theatrical

Behaviors and words are not matching too

A throw off from me is so classical

I was a rascal when back in school

I got some work that I have to do

Cease all the stuff that I have to prove

All that resentment I have for who

Me? maybe not you

Watch out cause I'm fully loaded

Can't breathe right now cause I'm fully loaded

Like a gun magazine clip, Fully Loaded

Tell me I'm a what and I'm fully loaded

Coming in red hot cause I'm fully loaded

I'ma get my back up, Fully Loaded

Palm shoot fireballs, Fully loaded

Fully loaded What's the target?

Why do they challenge me

I put up a fight then I have to flee

I cannot stand what is happening

I be so empty, the apathy

What is the void that I have in me?

All of my fear is of casualty

Everyone bleeds colors of a rainbow

This is a sight that you have to see

When you look deep into my brain though

My mechanisms are actually

Unidentified flying alien

Look at the historical,

I'm a foreigner

That's rhetorical

Get my aura up

I'm not horrible

All these chronicles

Their enormous

I was born with

This environment

All this torment

Feed feed feed feed on the gourmet

Stress make my brain melt

Like I'm in the sun and I'm sorbet

I collapse in the doorway

Put a show on and it's Broadway

Little young me up in the crawlspace

Somehow I give myself a sore face

My brain is spaghetti from the shock waves, tell 'em

My brain is spaghetti from the shockwaves, tell 'em

Can't find me like I'm a Loch Ness

I'm a dead ringer in a coffin

Gain weight eating all the chocolates

Who am I? Am I an imposter

Had all this energy then lost it

Why am I feeling so exhausted?

All these feelings that I cannot process

I'm on autopilot and I'm hostile

Watch out cause I'm fully loaded

Can't breathe right now cause I'm fully loaded

Like a gun magazine clip, Fully Loaded

Tell me I'm a what and I'm fully loaded

Coming in red hot cause I'm fully loaded

I'ma get my back up, Fully Loaded

Palm shoot fireballs, Fully loaded

Fully loaded What's the target?