The Art of Detachment Lyrics

I'm tryin' to…I'm tryin' to

I'm tryin' to…find my out of this darkness

It's like I'm lost & gone in the process

But…something has to change before I lose my soul

Need my guardian angel now…tell me where did they go

Reflecting in my solitude…I need you so

To tell you all my secrets & to hold you close

Like I'm tired of being in this dark mood

Too far gone I don't know what to do soon, just wanna be alone

So…I don't wanna come out my room, please leave it at the doorway

I know I need your company…can't get up out my own way

Maybe I will soon…or maybe I will one day

I've been blaming what I know, on everyone that I ghost

If they don't understand or don't know

Prefer they leave with the door closed, & I have no patience

For love that's wasted, or time that's taken, so I'm mistaken

It's like I want you right here…right here next to me

But I just wanna be alone…would you please just let me be

& I don't know…I feel alone, I'm so alone, no no…no

& it's like…like no one understands me…you know?

I'm in the dark now with…no company

No…light in sight if…I could only see

No…energy left I don't even care to eat

Left my phone on silent but they keep on callin' me

All the days I have detached from everyone

& I know this is an issue only to some

As if it's never been a struggle when I run

Will you please help me?, I know this ain't healthy

& as so many come & go, it's no wonder I don't know

Left confused & all alone, cuz I hurt those that are close

Am I wrong? Yes, But I'm just being honest, with all my flaws

I've been blaming what I know, on everyone that I ghost

If they don't understand or don't know

Prefer they leave with the door closed, & I have no patience

For love that's wasted, or time that's taken, so I'm mistaken

It's like I want you right here…right here next to me

But I just wanna be alone…would you please just let me be

& I don't know…I feel alone, I'm so alone, no no…no

& it's like…like no one understands me…you know?

I got these 4 walls around me conversating everyday

Talkin' to myself in my room all alone with my mistakes

Trying to think outside my mind or somehow find a way

I need a change or escape a way out of this dark place

No no…I'm so cold…I feel alone…alone…

You know and it's like…after a while…you get so used to being alone

It's like…I may start to like this…please help me get out of this, out of my own way

Of pushing you away…pushing everyone away…please?