SOBRIETY Lyrics

Hey…I know you're probably in the studio or something but

I know I've been distant lately, I hope you don't hate me for this

But I have to tell you what's going on with me

Just know that I love you

How am I going to say this

Seems like every single night I sit up toss & then turn

Feelin' guilty for everything I've done I'm not what you deserve

To tell you the truth…I know exactly what you are, you're amazing & all

But lately something's been off, 3 glasses of wine…& I still can't figure what's wrong

'Till I take 2 more lines then I'm strung out & gone

I know we have our issues…like the distance…can't help it

So I hide behind the pain…feeling numb & I'm helpless

While you're in the studio I'm lost in lines of blow

'Till I sit & I cry…while I'm here all alone

You're supposed to be here with me…inside of my home

There's no one to sip with me…I'm out here on my own, like

I've been up late drinkin' and

I've been overthinking now

I'm finally seein' that

I'm sittin' here sinking in truth

Do you love me?, cuz I've been sippin' & trippin' now

Do you love me?, cuz I've sniffin' feelin' different

Do you want me?, cuz being with you I ain't really feelin' nothing

Meanwhile I'm trying to feel something from you

Do you love me?, cuz I've been sippin' & trippin' now

Do you love me?, cuz I've sniffin' feelin' different

Do you want me?, cuz being with you I ain't really feelin' nothing

Meanwhile I'm trying to feel something from you

It's… 2 am I'm still up so I sti & I wallow

I'm just trying to feel something so I finish this bottle

Smoke away my problems…makes my pride hard to swallow

Drunk dialing your line so I hope on your facetime

Just to have you ask…what's your problem this time

I swear to God that I'm tryin'...and you know I hate lying

But I'm sick of this cycle…I'm looking for a way out

I don't know how to tell you this without you having your doubts

But I hope you find peace and I hope you figure it out

Our connection was so strong…so I left you this message

Please don't take too long…to listen and reply, cuz I'm dying inside

Heads clouded this whole month from all this cryin', like

I've been up late drinkin' and

I've been overthinking now

I'm finally seein' that

I'm sittin' here sinking in truth

Do you love me?, cuz I've been sippin' & trippin' now

Do you love me?, cuz I've sniffin' feelin' different

Do you want me?, cuz being with you I ain't really feelin' nothing

Meanwhile I'm trying to feel something from you

Do you love me?, cuz I've been sippin' & trippin' now

Do you love me?, cuz I've sniffin' feelin' different

Do you want me?, cuz being with you I ain't really feelin' nothing

Meanwhile I'm trying to feel something from you

I'm so gone they say, looking for my escape

Please call me back tonight, not trying to put up a fight

It seems to be the pain, that I'm tryin' to hide on my face

Can't stand these thoughts it's like, I wonder if you still love me no lie