look4hope Lyrics

Been looking for the hope in the wrong aisle

Been searching for somebody in the wrong pile

Been hoping for the truth for awhile now

But I dont know who to trust when they so loud

Bad habits come invasive,

Forget you so that you could swim in amazement

Come thru wit the wrong tide drowning in the trenches

Careful what I preach when they swaying in attendence

Likely to behave, no soul bound to reparations

Journey from the deep only glimpses thats what surfaced

I say what I believe in, no more accusations

If I have to lose to find me then I'll take it

I swear im not roped into the cages

They found me there shackled to the pages

Torn between the chapters, they laughed at my progress

Thats the truth behind the covers why I stood here with the protest

Trouble keeping still when im dying to be honest

Said I saved lives but I dont deserve the honors

Strucked by the limit, when I tried to steal the thunder

Became afraid of myself when I started being nonsense

Been looking for the hope in the wrong aisle

Been searching for somebody in the wrong pile

Been hoping for the truth for awhile now

But I dont know who to trust when they so loud

My strength does not wane only influenced

My mind is not still only ignorant

My soul is not loud when its tempered with

I died when I grew and thats all abused temperaments

I sighed when I knew im the evidence

I cried when I fumed after damages

I lied on whats true to me

Infact I forgot who is who when im up again

I swear to god

Its abnormal, how normal I am when im amongst delegates

Would you take me if I dont stay so eloquent

Would we get cups of tea on every break we get

If anxiety is a community I might just be the next president

The last time I checked my words were still present tense

My route mustve diverged when I was searching for the tenement

I was saving everybody that needed help now

Who is the saviour when im lurking on the opposite

Who is coming to share their light when mines diminishing

Who is coming around if my goodbyes is definite

I say to you I been trying to survive allegedly, I said that I was fine but take a closer look again

They made me a monster when im trying so hard

Its a hard time if im dying to live a shortwhile

They said so much when I can only take so much

No wonder the living died once before

Been looking for the hope in the wrong aisle

Been searching for somebody in the wrong pile

Been hoping for the truth for awhile now

But I dont know to trust when they so loud