Heaven Outta Hell Lyrics

Don't think I can

Live wit myself

Everything I feel

I play it down

They say the eyes tell the truth hope they focused on my smile

Cus they don't give a fuck about the pain or the trial

Don't complain I just let the beat cry

Been through enough so I know I'll be fine

Cut you off cus I knew I need time

To focus on myself and depend on these lines

Instead of you, codependent that's the truth

Tried to save me so I had to cut us loose

Always knew I had to learn to be alone

Cus if I don't I'll resent you to the bone

And blame you for the trials of my soul

N never know how to conquer all my goals

The truth is I'm the problem and I know

So I'm workin

Focused on my growth

Tryna heal every version that is broke

Overcoming every hurdle by my lone

Sometimes I bleed and I fall down to my knees

The agony and the trauma that I've seen

It grips me by the throat feel the squeeze

Many reasons that I find it hard to breathe

Still you see me being a legend and a beast

A decision and an oath till I leave

Shit I miss you but I gotta find my way

And it's still hard to say

All this time I still feel you by my side

But since I left all I've done you'd be surprised

Reachin heights really livin how I write

Know my worth all my power is inside

All that which at one point I was blind

Lackin confidence and covered it in pride

But now, I'm just glad to be alive

Dedicated to the vision for my life

Dedicated to my greatness and I'm wise

Dedicated to my people and the fight

It's a choice and I choose to be the light

Regardless of the pain and the spite

My mama raised me to be kind so I try

I just hope this shit is somethin when I die

I just hope they see my heart and my mind

Even though I'm, misunderstood all the time

Least that's always how I felt

Either way, I'm just proud of what I've built

Keep it pushin and solidify myself

As the one who made a heaven out of hell