Headstone Lyrics

Sitting in the moonlight, bathing in the night sky

Looking for some guidance, but I'll never find it

Laying in the cold grass, I don't wanna go back

Drinking til' I feel numb, but I just wanna feel loved

Check my phone, see no new texts

My headstone says "no real friends"

Gotta let go, it just makes sense

But I don't know, I might regret

Indecisive, can't make choices

I don't like this, I feel voiceless

It's my crisis, thoughts are poisoned

I can't fight this, it's so pointless

I just wanna change my mood

I just wanna feel nothing sometimes

Lately I just can't make do

I deserve the sentence for all my crimes

It'll be alright

Yeah

I just wanna change my mood

I just wanna feel nothing sometimes

Lately I just can't make do

I deserve the sentence for all my crimes

It'll be alright

Yeah

I'm always overthinking, but I never think things over

I drink away the thoughts but they'll come back when I'm sober

And I'm scared of seeking help because they tell me I'm a loner

And I'm scared of growing up 'cause they expect more when you're older

God, I feel so off sometimes

Think all these dark thoughts at night

Can't pick the wrong from the right

I'm not strong enough to fight

I feel so lost in my mind

No matter how hard I try

I can't seem to find my way

In this game that we all play

Nothing to be sad about

But here I am anyway

I'll scream til my lungs give out

But no one will hear a thing

Check my phone, see no new texts

My headstone says "no real friends"

Gotta let go, it just makes sense

But I don't know, I might regret

Indecisive, can't make choices

I don't like this, I feel voiceless

It's my crisis, thoughts are poisoned

I can't fight this, it's so pointless

I just wanna change my mood

I just wanna feel nothing sometimes

Lately I just can't make do

I deserve the sentence for all my crimes

It'll be alright

Yeah

I just wanna change my mood

I just wanna feel nothing sometimes

Lately I just can't make do

I deserve the sentence for all my crimes

It'll be alright

Yeah