Heaves Lyrics

I had to look around but I figured it out

Am I feeling regret or am I lying again?

I don’t need explanations

You didn’t need to call me

I appreciate the gesture

I wish I could have told you how it felt

But I don’t feel much these days

And when I do it’s all confused

And you don’t need that shit

So I’ll medicate as the noise escalates

And as my house collapses to the ground

The earth starts to shake

And then my mind becomes a canvas

As the ink spills on the ground

Because it’s the worst thing that could happen

And it’s happening right now

Between the cops

And the creeps

And the party

And the heaves

And the anxious piercing echo in our heads

That says we’re fucked

And now I know more about myself

Than I ever wanted to know

So I’ll medicate as the noise escalates

And as my house collapses to the ground

The earth rocks my fevered brain

I’ll make sure you never find me