Thinking Of The Times Lyrics

I had an epiphany on what you always meant to me

Rappin all these symphony's about what we were meant to be

Lookin at me now and I swear i'm the bigger dream

But overall life ain't never what it seems

It can break you down it can turn you to a fiend

It can make you now it can drown you in the lean

Look at all the artists that can't make it out their teens

That is just the life that can't make it out the long nights

I've been through some shit so you can't say that it's alright

Everybody struggles and we do it in our own life

Never wanna make it public cuz we're scared of the light

It be in our blood it be runnin every sight

It be in our blood it be flyin every flight

It just follows us every fucking where we go

It travels to the girls and it travels to the bros

Thinking to the times where I didn't wanna be alive

Yeah, yeah be alive

Cause it was when I didn't have you by my side

Yeah, yeah by my side

It was those days bring it back to last summer

When I couldn't sleep when i couldn't eat no food

When I found out life was all full of bummers

When I found out you were fucking with some dude

Cause you were mine even though we just broke up

Now when I rap about you I just choke up

My mom used to say that you would be the one

Didn't know how to tell her that we were done

Now you're with some other bum

Now you're with some other guy

Telling all these fucking lies

Saying you don't miss our time

But I know you do cuz I know you

Used to text me saying you don't like my tunes

Cause they were about you and you didn't like that

Saying it won't make me money and I got no cash

But you play my shit when you drive around doordash

What the fuck is that when you come around fast

You are just like everybody from the past

Fucking all these people when you still miss your last

I guess you miss my rebounds so you turned to some

Cause we used to hoop every single damn months