Push You Away Lyrics

Yeah

I had lost me when I was tryna find us

You never really cared, you just cared about the lust

Now I am thinking that I am not enough

You never showed you cared, yeah you never gave a fuck

Whenever we would talk I be callin your bluff

Cause you be talking shit but you gave me nothing

And I still be thinking about those words of something

I be holding onto it like it's dear life

Telling all my homies that I think I found my wife

Just for you to turn around and tell me that it ain't right

Cause you got a man that you love and you cheating on

You gotta stay above so that he won't be thinking wrong

Even though he cheated on you once before

You got back with him cuz no one's at the door

You thought he was your world but you was a good girl

But you went and gave it back girl you a whore

And a whole hoe who can't tell no guys no

Isn't it tough to make decisions in this world

I thought about you today

It was time to just push you away

Yeah I pushed you away

You pushed me first, so I did it back

Yeah I'm sorry bout that

We won't talk no more, don't you worry girl

Cause I pushed you away

I'm so sorry I pushed you away

I know sometimes my words they can hurt

I never should've got at you I never should've flirt

I never should've talked to you I knew it wouldn't work

Now I feel like my feet are sinking in the dirt

Six feet deep, yeah that's where it's headed

I just wanna go to sleep, let's just go to heaven

Everything's okay on the surface is it not

I'll be okay but these thoughts are getting dreaded

Maybe it'll be okay when I get some bread in

That's the only reason you would hang around me for

Yeah I really liked you and you knew I wanted more

You told me sometimes I had you crying on the floor

I never would admit it but it made me feel small

Yeah it's ironic cuz I'm six-two I'm tall

But the pride got in the way that's all

I been working on it but the ego makes me fall so

I thought about you today

It was time to just push you away

Yeah I pushed you away

You pushed me first, so I did it back

Yeah I'm sorry bout that

We won't talk no more, don't you worry girl

Cause I pushed you away

I'm so sorry I pushed you away

I thought about you today

I'm so sorry I pushed you away