Used To Lyrics

Yeah

Used to

I used to feel like the world was against me

I used to feel like no one understands me

I used to write in the back of my class

I heard em talking but never attached

Focused on music but somehow I passed

I tend to leave before anything lasts

I hate a lot of things I used to do

I used to fight for no reason in school

Feeling bad now that I made fun of you

I’m sorry for that

Blame it on drama inside of my head

Blame it on anger inside of my chest

Too many words that I shouldn’t have said

I’m tired of lying so I’ll tell the truth

I would manipulate just to get through

Ah, just to get through

You called it a home, but it felt like a roof

Yeah

So I took it out on everyone I knew

How many bottles I went through

That I went through

All I know, all I know

I’m not in control

If you really knew the person that I am inside my soul

Then you might run away

In the mirror watch it break

I don’t recognize all of the shit I did back in the day

Back in the day

Making fun of peoples’ something that I used to do

Blame my father for my problems something that I used to do

Judging others by the way they look is what I used to do

Get addicted to some medications what I used to do

It’s what I used to do

It’s what I used to do

The world we’re living in is burning this ain’t new to you

It’s what we used to do

It’s what we used to do

Are you gonna do it different guess that is for you to choose

Always got lost in the lows, never got stuck in the highs

So many people look up to me only because I been speaking my mind

I been looking for something to fill up a void, but I’m in a space that I cannot define

To all of the kids who are wondering why

You’re looking for answers I cannot provide

One step then it’s two to three

Run away from the human that I used to be

I’m in a new degree

But this is the truth they refuse to see

I’ll stand alone on this mountain now

Coming up I’m just counting down

Got a problem just cutting out

All the friends that were not around, not around

All I know, all I know

I’m not in control

If you really knew the person that I am inside my soul

Then you might run away

In the mirror watch it break

I don’t recognize all of the shit I did back in the day

Yeah

All I know, all I know

I’m not in control

If you really knew the person that I am inside my soul

Then you might run away

In the mirror watch it break

I don’t recognize all of the shit I did back in the day

Way too many thoughts for me to sleep at night

It took a couple years for me to come back out and see the light

Written hundreds of songs, most of em tossed aside

Take a peek inside my mind I offer you a piece of mine

The greatest gift that we’ve been given is the gift of time

And if you’re growing in the passing days then you should not align

With what you used to do

The person that you used to be

I’m killing off the villain that I was this is his eulogy