Moment of Silence ft. Josh Woods Lyrics

What if I told you that I didn't feel good enough and I'm broken

What if I said that I'm losing my faith and been struggling coping

Been stuck for a while when I look at the clock man I feel like it's frozen

Then again time is just flying too quick and I'm losing devotion

Truth is I feel no emotion

Bottle it up and all I feel is rage

And I would be lying if I looked at you and said I'm not afraid

What if I never get through this shit what do I do if I can't find my way

And I know that my father has been counting on me to carry our name

Speaking of him man I gotta be honest

We ain't really speaking these days

I'm just scared that I won't get to know him before the day he fades away

My family fought a lot when I was growing up what can I say (What can I say)

What can I say by fighting there really ain't nothing to gain

I know that the sun is out there somewhere but I been living in rain

Can we quit playing games I'm standing right here and I'm ready to change

And mama I promise to give you the world if I make it to fame

Put you both on a stage and make it so everyone's screaming your names

It’s times like this I see your face

Wish you didn’t leave this place

Searching for the reason why

So take a moment of silence

Goodbye

Give me a second I wanna say something to my little brother

When you get older your father is not gonna be with your mother

I'm 23 years older than you I know that it's kind of confusing

Forget all the bullies that make fun of you it’s just for their amusement

Let go of negatives seek out the light

Develop yourself you should journal and write

Speak with integrity treat women right

And you don't gotta drink every typical night

Being popular really ain't everything nah don't give in to that hype

And it's okay to forgive the people that hurt you but don't give in twice

And to each of my sisters

I know we been drifting

Our parents divorced we all moved away and the family shifted

Yeah we visit on Christmas, but even the holidays different

Gotta make something out of this gift that God has graciously gifted

I know that the sun is out there somewhere but I been living in rain

Can we quit playing games I'm standing right here and I'm ready to change

And mama I promise to give you the world if I make it to fame

Put you both on a stage and make it so everyone's screaming your names

It’s times like this I see your face

Wish you didn’t leave this place

Searching for the reason why

So take a moment of silence

Goodbye

Oh man, lucid, where do I even start

Your music, it's amazing

It's like, you really believe in what you're rapping

In my opinion, it's some of the best, best music out there

Keep it up TJ

Give me a second I owe an apology to a few people

I regret a few things and I made some mistakes when I gave in to evil

To all of my exes I'm sorry I know I was often deceitful

But after Veronica cheated I gave up and didn't treat future girls equal

I'm sorry to all that I pushed away when I fell deep in depression

I never gave enough attention to people I loved so I just started ruining friendships

I guess that I’ve taken the easy way out now by rapping confessions

This a passion of mine and the only way that I can deal with my stresses

Man I get emotional every time I stop and think about Taylor

Still can't believe that you took your own life away just to get rid of these haters

I just hope that you found some peace and serenity in your decision

No one knew what you were going through then again maybe we just didn't listen

To my Grammy I wish that I said goodbye before the day that you left

Not telling you how much I love you is something that I still regret

But I know you’re in heaven

And that it's all okay

One day I'll be with you and all of my fans will be screaming my name

This song is dedicated to Taylor Eller

We love you

And may you rest in peace