In the Dark Lyrics

In the dark, living life with no lights on

Every day, every night, feel like the fights on

Paranoid in a void, I can't see shit

Heart beat increasing feeling like I can't breath, shit

On my knees sick, feeling deranged

Words can't describe what I feel in my brain

Cocaine, really did a number on my nerves

Haven't touched it in years but I'm still feeling served

Nightmares, dreams never nice, can't sleep right

Beer is the only thing keeping me alive

Panic button, feel ill, time to take flight

Fear is the only thing that makes me wanna die

Never cry, tears bottled up inside, drowning

Can't breathe, voice is mute, no one can hear the shouting

In crowds, I find myself breathing heavy, counting

Up to ten, begin again, always doubting

In the dark, shadows all around

In the dark, rattled by the sounds

Take a breathe, I can feel my heart beat pound

Blood pumping backwards, dizzy falling to the ground

In the dark, I feel the walls closing in

In the dark, vision steady growing dim

Faces turn to monsters like here we go again

Room spins out of control, feeling like it never ends

Grip tight to my sanity, control is everything

Try to let the sleeping dog lie but I can't let it be

Damaging, twisted thoughts, wicked damage me

I can feel the knocks pounding, incessant hammering

Voices, I can hear them when I sleep

Saying things that I should do and things that I should think

On the brink, an if I snap then its to late

No going back, no chance to clean the slate

I don't want it, the phrase to sum it all up

Screaming silently body hit the floor balled up

Drugs, so many drugs, I can still feel it

Sickness inside, feeling like I'll never heal it

Kill it, kill it, kill the thoughts before they start

Feeling dark, always dark, infatuated with the heart

Always beating, shut it up

Stuff the feelings in a locked box before they run a muck

In the dark, shadows all around

In the dark, rattled by the sounds

Take a breathe, I can feel my heart beat pound

Blood pumping backwards, dizzy falling to the ground

In the dark, I feel the walls closing in

In the dark, vision steady growing dim

Faces turn to monsters like here we go again

Room spins out of control, feeling like it never ends