The One Lyrics

I always felt like I was destined

But now it feels like I made it to where the quest ends

Lessons hard learned, mental self wrestlin'

Restless, odd feeling, mental health in question

So what's a soul to do

When you look in the mirror and don't even now it's you

Don't even know what's true, disconnected

Touch with reality severed, no perspective

No reflection, mind hidden, not alive

Two inside, maybe more, sometimes I wish I'd die

I used to want to cry till I did it

Laying balled up paranoid, this is not livin'

Pictures vivid, limit the time spent livid

I'm really trying this time, but trying's not winnin'

Maybe nothing's worth winnin'

I can feel it all crumbling

The universe is fake, everything was always nothing

Something, someone on my mind, can't get 'em off

The medicine won't let him in, but he is never gone

Swallow self, little aliens walking through my veins

They are my thoughts, little critters always crawling through my brain

Nothing is the same, maybe that's good

Cause I've always been the type to never do the things they should

Never doing all I could, all I can is nothing too

Saw the future as a kid but now it's not coming true

Nodded off for a decade, now I'm coming too

But what I see is not the me I know, red becoming blue

How am I supposed to choose a path when there's nothing left to prove

How can I surpass and fight to win if there's nothing left to lose

Destiny determined by our actions, we can't run

Faced with the truth, I am not the one