Happy Lyrics

I wanna be chill but I'm so shy

It's who I am it's something I can't hide

Don't wanna be angry live a life so carefree

In a world that allows me to breathe

I'm tired of the world, society is fucked

Wanna be alone and just chill in the dark

Tired of the substance abuse, I don't care if you don't approve

Sometimes it gets too much

I feel like I've had enough

Medication, meditation, leads me to hesitation

7 billion on the planet

Always feel alone can't seem to grasp it

Can't sleep, overthink, now it's a daily habit

Wanna wake up feeling fine, maybe I'll do better next time

Fuck my anxiety, so I can just be happy

If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing

Bottle it up it's my way of coping

Hide away, block out the light

In my mind, that's what feels right

I cry for help, I'll ask for anyone

Feel like I'm dying, from the heat of the sun

I just want to live life and be okay

Why do my breakdowns get in the way?

Just calm down, you'll be alright

Those are the words that make me wanna fight

Don't wanna be emotional, I take it personal

Every room, every space

Makes me feel like I'm lost in a maze

Can't seem to find my place, we all go at a different pace

Sleep, scream, cry, repeat

Quiet the voices I must defeat

Maybe I need some guidance

Demons rest, give me silence

If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing

Sleep, Scream

Hide away, block out the light

Silence

Trapped in this world feeling shadowed and caged

Maybe someday life will be okay

Maybe the message gets clearer in waves

Just can't get up and go a steady pace

7 billion on the planet

Always feel alone can't seem to grasp it

Can't sleep, overthink, now it's a daily habit

Wanna wake up feeling fine, maybe I'll do better next time

Fuck my anxiety, so I can just be happy

If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing

Bottle it up it's my way of coping

Hide away, block out the light

In my mind, that's what feels right