D. T. L Lyrics

I was so blinded forgot about flaws, yeah

I saw the signs but I couldn't hit pause, yeah

The words you said they went a little too far, yeah

Like you're pouring salt on deep open scars, yeah

Break up, leave your man that's all what was said

Runaway and find a new love instead

I was so numb that I had no empathy

So numb that I lost my sense of dignity

No more liquor to take the pain away

I contemplated meds to make me feel okay

Tears on my face it happened every day

No more staying time to break away

I don't like your messed up ways

I don't like the games you made me play

Baby, you weren't even worth the chase

This love is now something that we can erase, yeah

I was your cure, you're my disease

This love ain't real and it ain't for me

I gave you my heart my soul that's now broken

When at first it took so long to open

Dark thoughts they filled my head

I took those thoughts with me to bed

Being with you, it felt so dangerous

Finally out this damaged, toxic, love, yeah

You kissed my lips, yeah I didn't feel nothing

You pinned me down, yeah I thought I'd feel something

Paralyzed, a feeling that felt so normal

I didn't fight it, cause you were so forceful

You said the words to make me feel awful

But what you said was way more harmful

What changed, I was so happy before

I don't smile when I hold your hand anymore

Fuck your apologies, roll my eyes just let me be

You lost the prize, don't you see no longer yours to please 'cause

Someone like me is too damn hard to find

Ready to be free and fucking live my life

Didn't like your messed up ways

Didn't like the games you made me play

New life, clear head and a smile on my face

This is not something of yours to take

I was your cure, you're my disease

This love ain't real and it ain't for me

I gave you my heart my soul that's now broken

When at first it took so long to open

Dark thoughts they filled my head

I took those thoughts with me to bed

Being with you, it felt so dangerous

Finally out this damaged, toxic, love, yeah