hold, still Lyrics

I'm sick of clinging

I'd rather lay alone instead of dreaming

I thought I'd be alright

But never been so honest in my mind

Though nothing's right

Upon my sky

At least I don't expect you to come by

And nothing's close

To feeling home

Don't need someone to hold me when I'm gone

Can't you see

I'm still beneath

Isn't it nice to feel all the same

Despite all the time

You wasted

Don't need someone to call

The more I see the less I seem to feel

Cs I've been close

To let you know

I'm growing tired of questions in my soul

Can't you see

I'm still beneath

Would my heart feel

Quite empty

From holding myself too close

I would assume that we could be more

But I'd rather feel just nothing

Just nothing