Above The Surface Lyrics

Flooded in my mind

All the ecstasy I've tried

I never surfaced

I just wanna breathe but the air is running thin

Suffocating feeling, I dunno where I begin

Life has dealt its cards, man, I been so scared

In this game of life, we never get spares

Hide, from the lies, they're always fake

Stuck inside this cycle I create

Slowly letting go

Into the void below

A sinful habit that reeks despair

When it crosses your mind and dreads your hair

Violent envy builds a melody

Too much greed can lead to jealousy

The weight of the world keeps pushing me down

Try to swim up, all I do is drown

Ill curiosity infects the youth

Never met a drug they didn't abuse

Sinning on my mind but I never visit hell

Am I in a dream, or just stuck inside a cell

Left my home like I had a purpose

Went to catch some air above the surface

I got time, won't you stay a while

Am I in jail, or is this the trial

Repenting from my sins on Sunday service

Need to catch some air above the surface

A mission for a life, where I feel free

Say that's what this is, but it's out my reach

I'm losing it

We're blinded and we lose our way

Unaware, the price we pay

The coroner is here to stay

Misread guidance

Eeriness of silence

The hate we have is poisonous

The hate we have is poisonous

Sinning all around but I never visit hell

Am I in a dream, or just stuck inside a cell

Left my home like I have a purpose

I got time, you won't stay a while

Never seen jail, or been to trial

Repenting from my sins on Sunday service

I'm gonna catch some air above the surface

Sinning on my mind but I never visit hell

Am I in a dream, or just stuck inside a cell

Left my home like I had a purpose

Went to catch some air above the surface

I got time, won't you stay a while

Am I in jail, or is this the trial

Repenting from my sins on Sunday service

I need to catch some air above the surface

I feel the seconds slipping away

Losing my grip

Never been a harder time to delay

Watching my step

As my memories are turning to grey

That never happened

Nostalgia comes back into play

Always had to manifest

I'm braggin' 'bout my happiness

The life I lead is meaningless

So scared of lucy leaving us

I had a dream, in God we trust

If only we were generous

The hate we have is poisonous

The hate we have is poisonous