Talks with Loneliness Lyrics

Talks with Loneliness - Erica Mason

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It's crazy

It’s like

You wake up

Only to meet loneliness

I'm afraid to be alone sometimes and

I'm afraid to get outside my mind

I’m afraid of being vulnerable

Cause, what if I can never let you go, yeah

I can't lie, I run sometimes

I be weak for weeks and weeks them long nights I can't sleep

I want somebody next to me

That side of the bed is so cold

How I'm supposed to give my heart mind and my soul

To someone that I can't see, God please excuse me

I'm trying to be honest

Seeking you when I feel alone is the hardest

And my heart is just a canvas who is longing for an artist

Brush strokes on my soul I hope eventually I get the picture

Cause I can't crop you out cause who you are is in the mirror

Go figure, I'm just tryna figure it out

And make seven figures but my soul has been in a drought

But I can’t make it reign unless I let you reign in my life

I can’t open up my heart unless I have you inside

All I ever really wanted was some one on my side

But loneliness has been the one that's always down for the ride

And I don’t always have the answers so I question your love

I don't always measure up but still you say I'm enough

All I ever really wanted was somebody to love

And you been knocking at my door but I can't open it up

So many mistakes I’ve made

So many of these games I've played

I always say I'm complicated

To cover up my real frustrations

I need patience I need time to rewind to when I was 12

I lost my trust and my mind

My mom I rejected, emotions felt neglected

Tryna let go of these memories and hold on to this necklace

That tells me that I'm so worth loving

But why did life to me wrong if I was so worth loving

I think the bigger picture is, is that you're so worth loving

And you still have my heart even when I have nothing

But I can't make it reign unless I let you reign in my life

I can't open up my heart unless I have you inside

All I ever really wanted was some one on my side

But loneliness is not the one coming along for the ride

And I don't always have the answers, so I question your love

I don't always measure up but still you say I'm enough

All I ever really wanted was somebody to love

And you been knocking at my door so I'm open it up