The Stars Above Lyrics

Love most things yet I feel everything is gone

But that's current I'm on certainly a vex of conundrums

Reflect by the window seal a conjured sense of tear in the reels

Got my hands on the keys still in a standstill

A lack of motivation or maybe I'm just pacing around thyself

Worried too much about material wealth star chasing I'm indebted

To now do what I can do for the ones I love

Thick-skinned like bamboo the spirit tough

Although the time will come when it rumbles and erupts

It's a jungle not attentive enough and speaking silly

Things I never once before even dreamt of nevertheless less than zero a bitter frost

I'm trying to conceal tryna do me and be real want to put my town atop the hilt

It's hard to be the voice of an entire state yourself

Seems I'm drifting off in a hell seems too indifferent and alienated welcome to my spaceship

Let's take off it's fuck 'em all just think thoughts

Let's smoke pop one dream of new leaf killing my past self

Passionately I am Belzebub incarnate and I feel I've tarnished

Ever the more been thinking on a waxing moon appear to be the one in two

Alluded by this hazy view the torrent indefinitely wants to pull me closer

To the gallows hanging over Babylon it's a hope I once carried

The past world was freeing I like it there hysteria may need a cure from this madness I fear

Need to dry up these tears and reach on though I'm out of focus

In a life so hopeless or am I the one that makes it hopeless

Some things will pass and some things may die

Till then it's just you and I so let the soul run let the soul run

Dreamin' need to wake up the folly of mortal men

Invest a paycut to absolutely nothing

Just tumbling my next destination close in

As I forget where I came from what my worth was

Everyday in the spins just tryna make my way up

Things so simple like common sense ultimately are missing

I lost myself in the frivolous tingling sense

Of tons bottled up without confidence confided to nihil again

I'm a tumbleweed in the wind strapped to a dreamcatcher

Of vice and sin I bury myself in my own antics

Though I hope I can get passed this

Space traveling a vagabond with a bag of bonds

Yearn to be a maverick of spacetime so it don't run thin

And nothing comes thru collide in line with this hatred

Benign complacency I wish to drain in it then liquid refract

Sunshine along the haven I once loved over the sandbox

Build to the stars above there ain't no reason to feel no love

Seems the iv horseman wanna dreck this up in a repeated slump

I'm tryin' to endure eyes red stoned like neolithic

Grow feeble with the demons around me juxtaposition

I don't think this is livin' death to old me I know it well

Like the winteral temper this is December

I'm making money but don't have any ever

So severed from connection I'm bound to fall

Transparency the ghost of sloth from a to z

Slip into racing thoughts need to get up

I've fallen I won't wake up the self is dreading on

A feeling of loss the 2020s bleak I must say

Another jay by the window today admittedly ashamed

Just letting my thoughts race