Delirious ft. Waijo Lyrics

Hey

Lost in my head, per usual

Fed the voices in my mind, now they call me delusional

Zaey ain't been the same for a while

Take a ride, walk a mile in my shoes

No wonder I had thoughts of suicide, used to hide my depression

When I'm out in public, I'm always stretching the truth

Like me, rapping these verses

In the booth, I'm good at throwing subliminals

But nobody's catching my drift

Created space, now there's a rift between me and the people I love

Alleviated the stress with the indica

Using recreational drugs to fog my membrane

Smoke from the kush occupies my medulla oblongata

When it comes to dealing with the pain, I gotta do better

I gotta do better

Hey

I don't really know

I don't really know how

But I swear I'm really trying to figure it out

Taking melatonin just to get through the night

Move to something stronger

Sleeping feels like a fight

Itches on my fingers

Take a swig of the gold

Ask me who I am,

Tell me who would like to know

Cause I wanna know too

I wanna know

Hey

I could deny my emotions, but I'm a keep it real

Let me be honest, what's your brotha

Tell you how I feel, sista

Let me peel these layers back for you

If I tell you my story, is you gon' take me serious

Or label me delirious

I'm lying when I say that I'm fine

Don't mind the bruises on my arm

Tell me how your day been

No, really, how your day been

Lost count on how many friends and family

Treat me like a burden

That's why they'll never know what's beyond this curtain

Was afraid to show that I was hurting

But one thing's for certain, I got through the storm

Now I'm a better person

Now I'm a better person

Now I'm a better person

And that's what made it worth it

I don't really know

I don't really know how

But I swear I'm really trying to figure it out

Taking melatonin just to get through the night

Move to something stronger

Sleeping feels like a fight

Itches on my fingers

Take a swig of the gold

Ask me who I am,

Tell me who would like to know

'Cause I wanna know too

I wanna know

Bound to the chains of the past

The trauma keeps me bound to the things that keep me from changing

I could be a slave to the pain

Or I could choose to break the restraints that bind me

So that my soul can be free

This is what sets my heart ablaze

This is not just my soul purpose

No, no, no

This is my soul intention

Now and forever