Reflection Lyrics

Listen I've been hibernating in my cocoon meditating

These thoughts marinating medicating with that good kush water my soul like plants in the

Garden learn to harden my skin I remember the times when the light was dim at the end

Of the tunnel vision impaired I was scared of the future standing at the crossroads

left with one decision mold myself into the best version of the man in the mirror now

I see crystal clear like that 2020 vision cleanse my spirit in that florida water

Break the chains my fear was holding me back shed tears proud of the boy who became a man

This joy I feel doing wonders for my mental I had to peel back the layers to find what I

Was looking for in my reflection in my reflection

I feel like this always

My mirror reflecting back on my old ways looking back on memory banks

Hoping that a nigga do change is it for forgiveness is it for my health

Is it for my conscience or for myself or for the piece of me I casually hate

yeah hoping that I nigga do change

I'm better on the other side

haven't the same since my mama died still tryna hide why I'm terrified but most times

I don't even care to lie every stroke I scratch or rip my mind on the canvas

Apartment filled with companions who see me manage double entendres double homicides and

Stances but I cry when they sleep I weep in my dreams I sleep in the wrong ways

Notebooks filled with survivor's guilt and mudstains life is too mundane my shame is front

Page it's black and white I fear what's coming in the afterlife I talk to God but I don't dare

To ask him twice back on another oath I feel like Jesus though I stack it like 20 loaves if

I see the garden of eden and I split a rose and prick a thorn just to bleed on the open soil

sorry if I fainted but me and God are kind of cordial I'm tired of these open funerals

I'm tired of niggas mourning you tired of less faith I'm scared who I'll turn into

Yeah I need to visit Waterloo I'm way too vulnerable to see why I follow you

Feel my feelings is hollow too why bleach my heart and rinse and wash it too my soul's too stubborn

My heart isn't covered whenever I knew I was I knew that I wasn't getting my funds up and

Worried about love lust and pride I find I'm not ready to even try forgive me God

I feel like this always my mirror reflecting back on my old ways looking back on memory banks

Hoping that a nigga do change is it for forgiveness is it for my health

Is it for my conscience or for myself or for the peace of me I casually hate

Hoping that a nigga do change