Explorer Lyrics

Yesterday is history

Wont let it haunt my memories

I baggem up and drop thrm on The street

Dont doubt cause soon youll See

These l's take hammers to my Head try to Nail me to a tree

They couldnt take this energy

Replaced i cant with i believe

In myself

Yeah I do me

For my health

Not with a hope that you feel

A certain way

And rebel

I used to think i would fail

I use to feel less compelled

To be me pretend i was happy To be Someone else

Took some time i think i gEt it Now

Im the only threat

To myself i hate it but we all Have our Moments when our Lifes a wreck

Im in the attic clearing out the

Boxes piles its a mess

Sometimes i wish i hadnt Checked

To clean it up

But im obsessed

With neat and tidy

I like to make my place a home So it can Feel Inviting

Though when i ask no one will Come

Except the doubts their lining Up Were Here their standing In the front

I open up but keep it blunt

Not adding clutter or more Junk

I'm working for quarters

TherapY was nice but can't Afford it

I'm out here with this trauma

Like will you let me take your ORder

The face of the company

Why they know I will cross the Borders

Been here before many times

I'm know around as the Explorer

Can never break me down

Im kneeling down just chilling By a corner

Sorting out the feelings trynna Understand me get some prder Inside my Temple i think i Think too much call me a Hoarder these yhoughts i call a Disorder They linger around Me they loiter

Tomorrows never promised

Thats why im headed down This road

Ive got a fever im not sick but Think my Heart has caught a Cold

Im near these people theyre Disappointed In me but they Dont know

Theres always judges at these Shows

I walk on stage like here we go

We now present

Im todays contestant

Do i mumble rap

Or leave them stunned

Asking questions

Like whered you come from

Lettem gasp

I spit some lines the beat is Bumpin

Its my time to teach the class

Some taking notes some not Impressed

And thats okay im not the best

Addicted like an addict

To this rap im all about it

Im gunna cause more problems Because

I have formed a Habit

My drive is manual ill never Drive an Automatic

Not getting comfortable im Anxious

Honeslty i may be manic

Or maybe I may just panic

I work on me fixed my drive Now thats Why im called a Mechanic

Ive been wrapped up in a Bandage

From fighting this battle howd I end up on This end I'm stranded

Its been a challenge but im Here to learn How to heal the Damage

I'm working for quarters

TherapY was nice but can't Afford it

I'm out here with this trauma

Like will you let me take your ORder

The face of the company

Why they know I will cross the Borders

Been here before many times

I'm know around as the Explorer

Can never break me down

Im kneeling down just chilling By a corner

Sorting out the feelings trynna Understand me get some prder Inside my Temple i think i

Think too much call me a Hoarder these yhoughts i call a Disorxer I Learned I'm MY OWN own supporter

I was there tryin to figure out Who i was And i what i Wanted

Its been a journy but ill keep Going if i feel Exhausted

Theres no stopping me from Rapping on

These topics its a process

I love this more than anything i Responded

I'm

Still working for quarters

TherapY was nice but can't Afford it

I'm out here with this trauma

Like will you let me take your ORder

The face of the company

Why they know I will cross the Borders

Been here before many times

I'm know around as the Explorer