Dead Roses Lyrics

I don't wanna fall asleep, cause I don't see you in my dreams

I just need you and me, in this reality

Every night I close my eyes, wish I could see you one last time

I just need you and me, in this reality

If I don't write about love, then I am broken

I'm always told I'm never focused

If I don't write about love, then I have lost it

My heart bleeding like a dripping fall

My mind's a dark place when I'm alone

I wish I've learned how to control it, but now I've learned

I'm like a dead rose laying down in the mud

My depression haunts me every time I close my eyes and go to sleep

I'm scared of my own thoughts, but most importantly, who I'm gonna be

We'll see who I'll turn out to be

I've tried my best to be the man that they want me to be

Something I know I can't exceed

I wish that they would just love me for me

So I'ma go and say it again, right now I'm stuck inside my head

Nobody here but me could ever understand my thought process

It works when it comes to art, but that's the main thing that leaves me depressed

I got so many thoughts, I guess that's the reason I'm always stressed

I don't wanna fall asleep, cause I don't see you in my dreams

I just need you and me, in this reality

Every night I close my eyes, wish I could see you one last time

I just need you and me, in this reality

I think my time is running out. Hang up my heart, let it air out

When others say it's you and me, I think of me up in the clouds

Sitting in my little house, thinking of ways to perfect my sound

I'm just another lonely soul, blending into the crowd

I've tried my best to be the man that they want me to be

Something I know I can't exceed

I wish that they would just love me for me

I wish I could figure out who I'm meant to be

Meant to be