I Lost Myself Lyrics

I lost myself

Lost myself to Depression and health

I told myself one day that I would have wealth

I guess I'll never see that

Cause I killed myself

Now I don't want nobody feeling bad for me

Try to offer me pity or throw jabs at me

Wanna ask me what's wrong and then laugh at me

That's what's wrong with the world

It's so bad to me

Nigga can't you see

I feel like I'm no longer me

Was there a me to begin with

(Hey) I guess we'll never see

Cause I'm gone

(Happy birthday)

Your wrong

You can cut the fake smiles

There discovered and done

I be scrolling through IG

Adding to my story

(If your real, send a heart)

And yet I still see nobody

This my life on a fucking daily basis

Walking through crowds of people

I don't see faces, I see X's

That right this is my moral basis

Fuck all of the fake one's

I'm tired of being gracious

(I hate this)

Every day I'm writing love songs

But what you don't know

Is that I have exactly no one

Who brings out the brighter side of me

Gives me a reason to live, and a reason to be

But what you all don't see

Is that people like me never let it show

(So, oh)

Let it go

Live your life although

Each time you reach a higher rate

You'll end up back below

Cause that's life's way of showing you, your bound to fail

But if you wanna prove me wrong, then show me you can prevail

Will I ever see better days

I don't know

Bet you ain't ever seen me cry like this before

I was told

To always look at things a little different

See my demons through kaleidoscopes

Stand up on the chair

Pop a perc

And tie the rope

But trust me everybody

This isn't all she rote

I paint my soul

As if it was a beautiful rose

But it get passed by

Like a daisy joke

I'm so done I feel so lost

I Lost myself to Depression

What's the cost

It's the symbol of trust, the symbol of Hope, the symbol of dope

Think of all the ways that'll make me float

Pop a perc to the brain

And I called that

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