4 Luv Lyrics

Let me tell you a story about my days before

When I was young making bad choices galore

I'm living off of 450 west 300 north

And jumping out the window like mom when she got divorced

Sneaking out to see me the world

Cause I had way too many problems as a kid in the rural

And I was bashing up my knuckles till they bleed like a girl

I got my finger down my throat then I heave and I hurl

Because sometimes you meet a woman and you wish that she was texting ya

Think she'd maybe noticed me if I would wear Balencia

Compare yourself to others and that shit will get the best of ya

Now I got depression and some raging anorexia

Nerdy kid at school but it's cool

Tryin not to care about it I don't love all the rules

Confusing all my teachers am I smart or a fool

You know I got my hands down my pants on my family jewels

Like I'm the man now but I can't now

Cause I'm cleaning up some vomit with a bucket and a hand towel

Had to make the money but it's funny cause

nobody would've guessed what the money's making me

Crazy, I cannot be lazy homeless man maybe

I guess that you could say that these streets really raised me

Working on my craft in the silence of the night though

People start to ask why there's violence on the mic so

I came out the city where nobody leaves the city

And I know that shit ain't pretty but they do not need your pity

Cause they do it by choice I try to be the voice

They think a Nissan is a bloody Rolls Royce

But we all were pretty lonely so we need the sentimental

You lucky if your parents had the medical or dental or anything else

A good mental health, we couldn't even buy it

If we had that kind of wealth

It's the same city where the women sell their titties and their bodies

And the men all shoot themselves up in the lobbies

Or the stalls in the bathroom

Can't stay up in the classroom

Teachers would be lucky if they keep them half past noon

But somehow I made it out no debt to pay at all

I even got my heart back and built a little wall

And I made my way to college and acknowledged

that the girlies wanna call it's no wonder why that left me so appalled

It remind me of the time that I met that one girl named Denali

The Eva to my Wally, she hotter than tamales

She lived in Thailand, you would think she was Nepali

She gave my heart a little melancholy

But I learned a thing or two about a really good thing

When you lose it yo it hurts but I guess it could bring

Something even better like a Kailee my new lady friend

Had to fall in love, it's no wonder she evade me man

It came to me that everything I do I do for love

Cause when I was just a kid I really needed me a hug

So I never hurt nobody cause I know what hurt feels like

I'm rapping for the love of God I need to find a real mic