dejection Lyrics

Love goes two ways, oh it can bring me to life

Two seconds later, cut me deep like a knife

That's just what happens in the state of my mind

And i'm so tired of putting up a fight

Gave one too many tries

My thoughts are rushing and my heart's in a daze

My bones are shaking and my heads in a haze

With arms wide open and infernos ablaze

I just forget, and i keep stoking that flame

Giving honesty,

It's probably something in the way I fall too deep

Or how I zone out every time they talk to me

I'm split in two

'Cause there's a part of me

That's gonna try to have a little modesty

I got a couple irredeemable qualities

But hey what's new, it's just my field of view

The pain, i just can't regulate

My left side brain will give and take

My mood will swing, goodbyes will sting

It messes with my self esteem

Impulsive thoughts will rear their way

Right to my lips, that i won't say

While serotonin comes in waves

Dejection alway stays

I always thought that I was rooted in you

The other day, you said beside of me is all that you knew

You'll ebb and I flow, we'll grow as we go, I'm confused

I don't know why all of a sudden, you don't need me to bloom

The distance is causing a friction

I thought at 22, that it'd be out of my system

Forget the plane and the trip, the fall and the kiss,

The first time's was enough, I can't keep waiting for this

You're unstable, and I'm unable

To give you what you need, and it's all out on the table

The love that i can give it comes from stories and fables

But you're too pessimistic, focusing on the labels

I really hope that you can find what you need

Because i'm finding that without you, it gets harder to breathe

It's an emotion rollercoaster, hope that you find the piece

Because the one that you'll be missing is me

The pain, i just can't regulate

My left side brain will give and take

My mood will swing, goodbyes will sting

It messes with my self esteem

Impulsive thoughts will rear their way

Right to my lips, that i won't say

While serotonin comes in waves

Dejection alway stays