borderline Lyrics

I can't wake up to alarms

I shake my legs, an anxious mess, and draw shit on my arms

My mental's covered in scars

My life's a wreck and I project it from my heart

As unstable, impulsive, intense it gets

I'm unable to stop fearing abandonment

Am I able to change my ways or how I live?

'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified

I push away, then let you stay the night

I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high

In a former life, the order's right

But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline

My mind is racing along

A million miles, it's been a while, my inhibition's gone

It gets too hard to respond

I might as well be embalmed

Emotions on a swing, I'm spiraling, I'm too closed off

As aggressive, repressive, uptight I am

I'm unable to stop trying to give a damn

And this feeling's been stuck inside my diaphragm

'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified

I push away, then let you stay the night

I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high

In a former life, the order's right

But I'm stuck on the borderline

I'm the opposite of fortified

I push away, then let you stay the night

I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high

In a former life, the order's right

But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline

Stuck forever borderline, borderline

Borderline

Stuck, oh on the borderline

Stuck forever borderline, oh

Borderline, borderline

Stuck forever borderline, borderline