Heart So Cold (What Do You Not Understand?) Lyrics

Would you be there?

Would you be there?

It's 2am, I'm laying in my bed

Laying in my bed, in my head

Sometimes wonder what it would be like

If I were just dead

Who would worry?

Who would care?

Who would bury me?

Would you be there?

Yeah, yeah

Yeah

Real shit, real shit I spit

Take this shit to heart real quick

Sometimes I overthink, pretend I don't care

Hide my feelings, hide my thoughts

I try to lie about it, but I get caught

You always seem to know, but it's hard to talk

Trauma on trauma makes it hard to talk

I see the police I'd rather run than be caught

I'm scared of people, scared of people

Come walk

Take a walk with me, clear our heads

I'm not made for the bunk beds

Just know I love this life, but instead

Wonder what it would be like if I were dead

You read that note, suicide note

You looked me in my eyes

I tried not to cry, but couldn't this time

You may be the reason I'm still here

But just know, I hope you don't go no where

If it happens one day, just want you to know

That I tried my best, so everytime it snows

Remember me with my heart so cold

Heart so cold

Remember me, heart so cold

Heart so cold

Heart so cold, heart so cold

Heart so cold

It's 2am, I'm laying in my bed

Laying in my bed, in my head

Sometimes wonder what it would be like

If I were just dead

If I were just dead

Would you be there?

Would you be there?