The Bottle Lyrics

I've been in my head

Thinking about taking the bottle

When I'm all alone

I just down the whole bottle

When I'm in my feels

I just down the whole bottle

Been getting too high

Been lost inside the bottle

Been crying out for help

But it's been suppressed by the rain

.40 got a suppressor

When I raise it to my face

Lost inside my own world

That's trapped behind my face

No one understands

They all just assume it's fake

I've tried therapy after therapy

It all just seems too fake

I've tried taking Xanax

But I just couldn't feel my face

Started drinking Henny

Then I fell down on my face

So I started smoking weed

I do it with a smirk on my face

Thought I've found love

But I don't know where it's going

Thought I've found it before

But it all ended up going

So when you come in my life

I will never really trust you

Because I have the mentality

That you will leave like the others

This would just feels fake

I just wanna go

Been below the sky

But I just wanna float

Sick of responding to people

So just don't text my phone

My Mom be calling

And I still ain't answer the phone

Been drawing sketches

Just to pass the time away

Been doing drugs

Just to pass the time away

If my Mom found out

She prolly would kill me

All I'll say is

It's okay if she kills me

Been making music

Because it let's me talk about pain

But if I say it out loud

They all drown out my pain

They say they are there for me

But they all are transparent

They talk shit about me

When I'm not there to hear it

Been getting in my feels

Because I've been lonely

But I thought love

Could save me from the lonely

Feeling that I get when

I sit in my room alone

I be spitting bars

When I sit in my room alone

There are so many people

Who just don't believe in me

When I say I ain't going to college

They say Well then what does that mean for me?

It means that I'm gonna be the greatest

And I put that on my name

Gonna be a billionaire

Call me Jay-Z or Kanye

Gonna do it on my own

Call me self made entirely

From Milwaukee and imma

Put my city on the map

Sick of being scared

And having to walk with my strap

Be careful when you approach me

Because I be living what I rap

I be on some true demon shit

Because they be living in my body

Skeletons in my closet

Make me feel out my body

So many people just be

Testing my patience

Gonna send you to the doctor

You will be their patient

Been feeling beyond depressed

Even when I take my meds

So I don't know what to do

Maybe I'm better off being dead

But I guess that's a problem

For another day, yeah

But I still have the urge

To talk to God

And all I wanna say

Is Amen.