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Trying to find myself I'm searching around Don't make mistakes and build your home on no foundation It's gone fall down

Hard times felt all on my own who I'm gone call now

I took some shots I thought they make me strong I put my guard down

You left me with nothing at least that's what you meant to do

Sitting here alone beating on my chest they feel the rhythm too

Didn't grow up on my own I raise myself bitch I'm the living proof

Beating on this desk like Dj Drama don't want drama

Yall lil niggas pussy on my momma y'all don't want it

Got it face the facts the last nigga I fired he had coming

Not a nine I'm talking about punches

Up the fye we got to running

Can't nobody say that I ain't give it all I had when I'm done

Go hard for one more year then leave this rap shit what it was

Feel like I'm blackballed out the industry I'm rapping just because

I already told y'all they ain't feeling me I snuck it in the club

Keep fighting crazy thoughts pop say he homeless

He wanna live with me I won't condone it

Hope you don't take it to the heart I love you Homie

But every time them demons come and creep up on me and I remember

You left me with nothing

Came back and tried to fix that shit

Nigga all them years i needed you you was fucking with that bitch

Reminiscing about the time that we had lost that shit still make me sick

And I still can't find my brother

Lurking all on Facebook how he get a new mother

On the phone with yellow aint heard none from his mama yeah

Sitting talked to Day everyday to keep his mind straight

Got to start my day everyday to keep my mind safe

Pray they have my back bro if i bend don't let my spine break

Stay away from violence if they wilding let that nine shake

I told my sister I'll give her the world she say I'm lying

But I know she know that God damn well I'm trying