solitude (prod.eeryskies) Lyrics

I feel so stuck

Like, I've been trying to get away, but

There's never any progress in my efforts

And the people around me

Really, only... make things worse

I love them, but

I wish they loved themselves

I can't teach you how to do that, but

Maybe

I can influence direction

I crave to be alone, or so I think

The world inside my head is so much better when I'm hiding in my sweater

But I wouldn't stay forever since it only improves

When I'm locked up in my room with a bag of weed and booms

It's a party til it isn't, gotta channel somethin different

Didn't think I'd make it outta prison

Easily it's hidden

Mentally, I'm riddin everything that's hurting me

It'd be a burden to hold emotions that's no longer servin me

Certainly I'm curvin, duckin, swervin through inertia

Couldn't stand the stagnancy and let alone the cavalry

I've been surrounded by these clowns in cap and gowns

Made me sing the pledge allegiance

I was never really down

I'd consider to join the fight if we had fought for what is right

We're too divided, all defining it by what we feel inside

And everyone is different

Don't forget we on a mission

Everybody's doin their best to know they made the right decision

So have some sympathy and have some courtesy for you

After all we all started as a baby in the womb

Guarantee you'd do the same as anyone you'd ever hate

Had you experienced the frequencies that taught em to behave

Nobody is perfect, except, everybody is

If we all have our definitions, we should live in em the best

But some of us is searchin for someone to come and worship us

And be the greatest thing to ever be

How absurd and bleak

Be the best for you

And if they're helping you, it's cool

And if they're not?

It's time to go, you prolly need to be alone

You'll find you someone perfect as you're workin on yourself

Don't you worry about the love, it comes the more you give it out

Take a step into my shoes, I question everything I do

Ensure I'm doin the best for you, the best I possibly could do

I know I make mistakes and there's a lot I need to change

I realize I'm missin life when I stay livin it the same