i be fuckin up ft. B3con Lyrics

I be fuckin up

Keep my pain a quarter tucked

See the day I don't relate to my dad & my mom

I be fuckin up

Every day I'm pourin up

& i aint even like to drink

Forget it aint the same as weed

I be fuckin up

Go & lose a hundred bucks over somethin dumb

& tell my friends I won

No one knows I'm fuckin up

No one cares

They suggest I grow up

Why no one taught me how to think

They only taught me how to read

So they can tell me how to see

Call me weird for not agreeing

Say I'm wrong for disbelieving

& the saddest thing is

You won't ever realize

Because you're stuck on things you've grown believin

"This is really right" until you die

You won't ever realize

Because you're stuck on things you've grown believin

"This is really right" until you die

I was fuckin up

Livin life fucked up

Pourin too many cups

Drown out all my thoughts

I've had so many dreams lost in reality

I have seen things that simply shouldn't be

I've taken lines that had me look to the skies

I've made lies over shit that was well despised

But through my life, that was my time

I was feelin right, one hell of a night

But I really didn't see who the fuck I was hurtin

And before I knew it we were pulling down the curtains

Of a life, never more

Of a time, out the door

Now I'm lookin, here's a vision

And here's what

I know I see

I'm gonna

Live life's mission

That's the only way to be free

Heading further from a shore

To a place I've never been before

Clouds of white and skies of blue

A heaven I never thought was true

Look within yourself & see the gold

No matter the dirt on your road

None of us have perfection

But an idea of complex dreams