Hedgehog (Narcoleptic Edit) Lyrics

All these spines in my back and I can't feel 'em

They've been there the whole time and I can't heal 'em

They're a part of me starting to rip my arteries

Already getting hardened from parting with those a part of me

This glass ceiling I'm past being acquainted with is making the exit feel so obvious

The problem is momma didn't ever discipline

So I'm in this shit wether I like it or not like a gang banger

And the same anger I done had since a youngster of feeling like I belong in a dumpster

Just got tucked under the rug

So smug thinking I was done trying to run from the gun that'll free me

It's easy to train yourself not to feel

But that's not a healthy way to heal, it's a stealthy kind of pill

Simple to swallow I'm sick of wallowing in my sorrow though

So where it at

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

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Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

I heard my words could hurt worse than a curse sometimes

It's absurd the nerve I tend to send the wrong message

Not on purpose and end up hurting the first ones I consider blessings

Blessings I don't deserve especially with the way

I close the curtains and pose a certain blindness in my face

On the surface it may look like I'm furthest from permanent

'Cause the lightest of turbulence might just make me a snake

Or an invertebrate, never belonged in a firmament and I'm firm on it

This ain't a sermon it's just the truth

I could only ever tell it to the booth, just to soothe my own pain

Can't just lay it on your brain

That's why I gotta leave and never come back

All these quills that see are the ones that

You gotta avoid or sink into the void

You'll know you're too close once you hear my voice

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

Uh

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

Life, life, life is pain

Life is pain, life is pain, pain, pain, pain

You can get used to pain, you can get used to pain

Life is suffering, people get hurt, I'm hurting you

It hurts to hurt someone, it hurts to hurt someone

Don't get too close, don't get too close no

To the ones you love most, to the ones you love

Don't get too close, don't get too close no

To the ones you love most, to the ones you love

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

Uh

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

Uh

Every time I get close we end up bleeding

That's why I don't wanna do it again, do it again

Don't get too close, don't get too close no

To the ones you love most, to the ones you love

Don't get too close, don't get too close no

To the ones you love most, to the ones you love