honest Lyrics

It's Halloween again, It never felt right

to wear a costume I guess that it

Feels too cruel to pretend, cause it's what I'm doin

The rest of the year instead

Cause I'm being totally honest

Harder than keepin a promise

I left New Jersey again, dead of the night

To wear a costume I guess that it's

Another way to pretend, I don't know what else

I should be doing instead cause it's

2 weeks later awake in Hollywood

All I can dream of is what the last day took

Everyone here talks so much shit and and look so good

All that i am whittled down to a hook

If I'm being totally honest

Don't even know if I want it

Cause it's an art that's gone and forgotten

How to just be totally honest

I'm home for Christmas again, it never felt right

To rip a pine from the land, but it's

Another way to pretend we deserve despite

The rest of the year instead.

If I'm being totally honest

I feel too raw to confront it, and I

couldn't tell you the first thing about

Being totally honest