still Lyrics

Mary can you hear me

Through space and time and everything in between

Like a crooked smile or a church bell ringing

It was worth a try to dance with the feeling

World's burning fast, best to close your eyes then

Sing a lullaby for whoever'd listen

Now I'm spiraling, wondering how to exist and

I've realized we got no say in the contradiction

I've never been brave enough to disappear

But I'm learning how to be still and still be here

I'm dying slow, but sometimes faster

I don't wanna breathe air, rather choke on the cancer

All folded up inside of me a lifetime with no cure

Scattered cells and DNA that's just the same as yours

I've never been brave enough to disappear

But I'm learning how to be still and still be here