11:11 Lyrics

Dishes are cold

And the moment is fleeting

Eyeing my watch I'm confused as you're leaving

Work's your second home

And I know that you're needed

But I saw your phone

And I think you're misleading

Said you would call

I'm asleep and you're drinking

I turn away cause you're mean when it's given

Say it's a mistake

You forgot but that's cheating

You'll get your way

Cause you know i'm not leaving

Bittersweet

Highs in alleyways

The little boys

Filled in disappointment

I'm just like them

Swore I'd grow different

Tunnel vision

And rippling views

The dreams expiring by 25

I'm online shopping

For new personas

I'm in way over my head

You should slow the car down

As I pick at words you said

The path I've crossed is one I should of never met

Had my body even questioning the damage set

Wish you could of seen me then

Wearing blue jeans and the jacket that I stole back when

I was chasing stories I was never mentioned in

Now you've left me with your baggage and an open scar

Days to weeks, weeks still bleak, weeks to months

Still looking for that boy unrequited

Hopes he's well as I'm out taking shots

Know I made him but he feels so jaded

'nother club, 'nother bar, 'nother high

Another night to recall in my rhymes

Another rant, 'nother punch, 'nother fight

All to run from the mess in my mind

Bittersweet

As I'm coming down

I'm questioning

What's been fake and real

I'm losing sleep

My worst enemy

Tunnel vision

And rippling views

I've scoured engines,

Am I your type?

You don't look pleased

You're so hard to read

I'm in way over my head

You should slow the car down

As I pick at words you said

The path I've crossed is one I should of never met

Had my body even questioning the damage set

Wish you could of seen me then

Wearing blue jeans and the jacket that I stole back when

I was chasing stories i was never mentioned in

Now you've left me with your baggage and an open scar

'I'm the victim again'

'I'm the victim again'

I'm crying over choices

That I made in your bed

'I'm the victim again'

'I'm the victim again'

I'm crying over choices

That I made in your bed

'I'm the victim again'

'I'm the victim again'

Wish I'd gone and left

When I had thought of it then

'I'm the victim again'

'I'm the victim again'

Wish I'd gone and left

When I had thought of it then