THE END OF THE WORLD Lyrics

Oh, I'm awkward and lonely and nobody likes me

Or thinks that I'm pretty, or just wants to kiss me

I might have been hot early on in my twenties

But now I feel ugly while

All my friends are

Hot and successful and very well dressed

With their partners and pets and

I haven't had sex in months

But I swore my celibate this year 'cause

I was unhinged and I fucked out of fear of

Being alone every night, every day

All my exes are happy in love or engaged

And I fear that my body feels more like a broken machine

That just glitches when someone comes close to me

And I could set all my organs on fire

For how often I war with my sense of desire

And I hate my round face and my glasses

I can't help but burn everything and draw poems in the ashes, oh

I've been frightened of death since I was about seven

I don't pray to God and I curse to high heaven

Eternal oblivion sounds much more fun

That's when all of my molecules fade to the sun

And I keep getting off at the wrong subway station

I hate everyone but I love masturbation

I say that I'm sad but they say that I'm smart

So I should be so glad to get paid for my art

But language has always been just like a lifeline

I'd give up my brain to be loved for a lifetime

Oh, lonely I am, I think lonely I'll stay

But don't pity me please, I can't stand to be this way

I think I was born to help everyone else

And I love being alive but I don't like myself

Oh, my country's a cunt and the world is at war

At the end of the world, who am I really singing this for?