Solace Lyrics

Yea I never meant to hurt nobody

I'm sorry if I did when I embarked on my personal journey

Had to take that one alone

I was just trying to find myself

Yea I was lost

Out of darkness and into light

I found god

Be in my own world alone with self discipline

Planting seeds but feel like there's no one ever listening

Be trying to read they mind like yea that man straight tripping

Conspiracy theories and drugs done fucked up his vision

And he don't come around no more, be acting funny and shit

Be all quiet in the corner every time we visit

Has such a negative aura, bring everybody down

It's like he never wanna smile, he only wanna wear a frown

Avoid all family functions and skip all funerals

No longer break bread with soul food, you know, the usuals

And since he turned vegan, always being difficult

Got all spiritual and shit, act like he joined a cult

Jamie think he better than everybody on his high horse

Like a perfect stranger, I bet he wouldn't die for us

Just let him be in misery and drain his life force

Fuck that, I block all negative thoughts and stay on my course

We balance light and darkness up on our shoulders

God and the devil at war, they raising soldiers

Just think of heaven and hell like a tale of two cities

God and Satin in battle, internal tug of war disease

Left wing and right wing mind frame hemisphere

Masculine and feminine, from black to white, we live in fear

Hard to find balance in truth outside gray area

The media is meant to divide, causing mass hysteria

North, east, west, south, three hundred and sixty degree views

Propaganda scandal handlers, we tune into the news

I brokse up out of the cage, start thinking outside the box

No longer fearing death, I guess I'm just crazy like a fox

The passed loved ones stay in my heart and in my memories

Like you never left, I hear your breath and feel your energies

Grandparents Winston, Celeste and miss Lenora too

Aunt Pat, uncle Pete, little Tyon and baby Zion flew

Like an Angel watching over his twin sister and his mom

Butterflies stay in their presence just to keep 'em calm

Always searching for solace so we sing a song

Church hymns uplift spirits so we sing along

We come into this world alone and leave the same way

A seed of thought is the root to the gateway

Cherish the gift of life in every present moment

And take the good and the bad like it's grace and atonement

Yea I said my peace, I hope you don't hold nothing against me

Just leave it all up in the past and call it history

We make mistakes, I know I have

We live and we learn

I'm still learning

That's show we grow

I love you ma, ma dukes

And dad, pops

Cherice, big sis

Ahmad, big bro

Hasan, lil bro

All my aunties and uncles and cousins

Nieces and nephews

I love all of y'all