Abyss Lyrics

I know I took some time off, I was at a loss

It was the price of my life, I knew there was a cost

It's on my kitchen wall, painted mural of a soul

Don't wanna see you get old, don't wanna see you go

Just left with memories as far back as I can go

I couldn't throw in the towel and get back in cycle

It was a hell of path that I just stepped on

Fell into a dark hole, MIA Jamal Rashon

It was dark at first, but I searched for the light

I had clear up my vision, so I stopped getting high

Felt like I was overweight, I tried to exercise

Had to work out all the bullshit that was going through my mind

I try to meditate to find another way to unwind

I stopped sipping on that dark for a glass of wine

I got my new glasses on, bouta acclimate my sight

Had to draw the shades a bit, yea it's kinda bright

Looking at truth in the mirror, you stare at gods reflection

Don't matter shape or form, no matter what complexion

Ain't gotta try to be hard, leave that for the erection

I know this won't make sense, I keep distance for my protection

I know I took some time off, I was at a loss

It was the price of my life, I knew there was a cost

It's on my kitchen wall, painted mural of a soul

Don't wanna see you get old, don't wanna see you go

I know I took some time off, I was at a loss

It was the price of my life, I knew there was a cost

It's on my kitchen wall, painted mural of a soul

Don't wanna see you get old, don't wanna see you go

I missed a funeral, and then I missed some more

I didn't know that we was even keeping score

Climb out that hole dirty dark looking like a black sheep

You can take shotgun, I can sit in back seat

I may have what you need to know but you don't wanna hear

Yea whatever, pass the marijuana hear

A closed mouth won't get fed, mute die of starvation

You in here living a dream, I'm out here star chasing

Just a jack in a box, call it a paradox

It's like you wearing snow boots without a pair of socks

I steam off in shower cause I be icy hot

And sit up hear and think about Mary, I see pot

I put my seatbelt on and got my head strong

Brace myself for impact, we gone be dead and gone

It looks like I backslid, black ice on drawbridge

Bottom of lake grave site, frozen closed coffin fridge

I know I took some time off, I was at a loss

It was the price of my life, I knew there was a cost

It's on my kitchen wall, painted mural of a soul

Don't wanna see you get old, don't wanna see you go

I know I took some time off, I was at a loss

It was the price of my life, I knew there was a cost

It's on my kitchen wall, painted mural of a soul

Don't wanna see you get old, don't wanna see you go