my 19th birthday Lyrics

If I had it all I'd give it to her

I'd give her the seashells and the glass pearls

I'd give her the time left in this world

The butterflies the trees and the birds

But she couldn't take it she was all fucking bruised

Didn't care for herself or the people she'd lose

Treating them like shit, all I did was sit

At the safe entered a code in like 8 different times

If I had it all I'd have nothing left

Cause you left me hanging, a mangled mess

You owed me nothing, promised way more

A sensitive lover, now I'm just a whore

And I couldn't take it the first one always hurts

I would've married her I cried last June 21st

One week later we celebrated my birthday

One stupid text and I haven't seen her since that day

If I had it all I'd give it to her

I'd give her my heart and my soul and my world

But she took without asking, now I'm just a blur

A figment of the person that I was before I met you