atoms Lyrics

If I rearranged my atoms til I found an arrangement you liked

And I painted myself the colors of the flowers you picked outside

Would there ever be a moment or even a point in time

Where you would look at me again like you did for the first time

Cause I dissected myself to find the things you didn't like

But it's me you didn't like

And I tried to be as cool as that chick you're fathomed by

But you broke my heart that time

Could you love who I grow up to be, could I be someone you'll ever see?

But as much as I try, it's me you didn't like

The leaves have all blown away and somehow it's winter now

And the calm October breeze is something I try not to think about

I tried to count all your flaws that I'd get over you

But I still loved you for them all, and you still think I'm nothing new

Cause I dissected myself to find the things you didn't like

But it's me you didn't like

And I tried to be as cool as that chick you're fathomed by

But you broke my heart that time

Could you love who I grow up to be, could I be someone you'll ever see?

But as much as I try, it's me you didn't like

And I know your heart will never feel the same

So I'll try to forgive myself for my mistakes

And find it in my heart to move on

I'm trying, oh I'm trying, am I trying hard enough

Cause I dissected myself to find the things you didn't like

But it's me you didn't like

And I tried to be as cool as that chick you're fathomed by

But you broke my heart that time

Could you love who I grow up to be, could I be someone you'll ever see?

But as much as I try, it's me you didn't like