Thoughts Racing ft. Gold Prince Lyrics

I got words stuck in my head, ain't comin' out

Got people stuck in my business, they comin' out

Realize I'm stackin up' cause money I'm stackin

Brain freeze, brain teaser', my thoughts ain't comin' out

Anxiety killin' me, feel like dyin

My thoughts runnin' against me, I feel like losin

I'm choosin' to be silent, you're losin' your own game

I'm winnin' I run game, I'm playin', this ain't fair

This ain't fair, life's not fair, I'm quittin' my hope

Life's existence, like, why the distance

Like, why, for instance, my pops was never there, but he kept the distance

His ass, evicted my mama when she was pregnant with me

That shit done made my mama get anxiety, the stress, the depression

I may never know how she felt, but I inherited the pain she lived with

Got words stuck in my head, a wise man told me to shake em with a pen

Got a lot of stories to tell, but there's so much stress, so I'm too scared to tell

Cuz I grew up so scared to love, was afraid to hurt a woman

Never wanna be my father, never wanna hurt another

Pain that she endured that made me feel like it was safe to die

Grew up with anxiety too, felt a thousand pains inside, I can feel your pain too

I divide my soul, share my spirit to your situation

So I can feel the pain inside you, my heart bleeds a million times

The kids on the street who go a day without a thing to eat

This world is so dead beat, when you pray for change

Never forget to pray for love, that's all the world needs

For real, so you thought they needed hope

Before I sold hope, I sold pope, I sold dope, I sold purp, I sold fake

Woke people but I never sold coke

Got words stuck in my head, ain't comin' out

Got people stuck in my business, they comin' out

Realize I'm stackin' up, cuz money is stackin' up

Brain freeze, brain teaser, my thoughts ain't comin' out

Anxiety killin' me feel like dyin

My thoughts runnin' against me, I feel like losin

I'm choosin' to be silent, you're losin' your own game

I'm winnin' I run game, I'm playin', this ain't fair to me

Life of the party, lately been feelin' dead, uninvited, I need revivin

Stuck in a world of pain and anxiety, plenty cryin

All on my own, lost in the dark, somebody find me

Segregated with fucked up concoctions, limited options

Tryna get my bread, but they bake it really with portions

Hardly was hooked on some shit, but got to be off it

Now I'm workin' on bein' a boss, chillin' at home in my office

Rippin' the profits, off with it

Tryna get off with it

How you say you want some smoke, but end up coughin' it

Niggas try to put me down, but I stay confident

Been around the block, huggin' the block, feelin' incompetent

Thinkin' out their kid when they call, askin' if I copped it

Different type of jitters, got them twisted cause I'm poppin

This one's a high cause of them songs that I be droppin

God, it's still alive and it ain't nothin', no one stoppin

For real, I'm still in it

Dippin' in and out, I don't invest my time on kiddies

Shit, tryna be expert with them winnings

Only dumb investment I ever made was investin' in feelings

Cause people playin' them gimmicks while I throw love up in the air

Let it bust through the ceiling

It ain't nobody, got no thanks for the ones that be givin

That's why I got many more friends, I minimize an addiction

That's finna fuck up my feelings and get me illin

Ain't nobody when I struggle with healin