Seasonal Paranoia Lyrics

What am I feeling?

It must not be guilt

Ruined my weekend

All for a little thrill

I abide, I abide

I would lie, I could die, out of time

Sit inside, wonder why

I was prized, analyzed, like a dime

All for nothing, all for one

Standing for something, a lamb to the slaughter

My heads deep in the water

I thought it'd make me stronger

I was wrong all along, I'm a goddamn fraud with a shot

Churchgoers on sunday look at me in disgust

Is it cause I was up late?

Or is it cause I'm a bust?

I know they can tell that I'm fucked up, so what's the point?

Control was a backhand slap, so I dove in my bed paranoid

I smoke to avoid the room

I joke, but I've settled doom

The folds and crease on your shoes, immobile and immune to prove

I abide, I abide

I would lie, I could die, out of time

Sit inside, wonder why

I was prized, analyzed, like a dime

All for nothing, all for one

Standing for something, a lamb to the slaughter

My heads deep in the water

I thought it'd make me stronger

I was wrong all along, I'm a goddamn fraud with a shot