bittersweet Lyrics

I'm coming back to my home

But as I open the car door

I get a taste of bittersweetness in the air

Never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones

That would lock my whole world away in a small, glass dome

You didn't see it, and I didn't too

It's been hidden in my brain until we split in two

But the cause was never you

I've known about this my whole life, I wasn't ready to

Own up to the truth

'Cause I knew it would break me and you apart

But It doesn't really matter now

Learning to stay afloat in the dark

I push the painkillers off my drawer

Laying limp to the sound of tears

Wishing I never came out of my shell

Made an appointment for death next year

When I'm gone

Don't bother asking around

But I'll be with you in the clouds

Don't speak

Pay attention when I sleep, right now

I'm just hidden in the trees

Somewhere, where you never come around

Somewhere, where you never come around

I'm coming back to my home

But as I open the car door

I get a taste of bittersweetness in the air

Never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones

That would lock my whole world away in a small, glass dome

You didn't see it, and I didn't too

It's been hidden in my brain until we split in two

But the cause was never you

I've known about this my whole life, I wasn't ready to

Own up to the truth

'Cause I knew it would break me and you apart

But It doesn't really matter now

Learning to stay afloat in the dark